Up & Down and back again

So here I go again. My third attempt to write here. I'm not really sure where this one will be going, how deep I'm going to write and - most importantly - how long this one will actually last. I deleted all my older entries, so three and a half years of memories are completely gone. I don't remember the half of it, even though not everything I wrote was meaningless gibberish.
I. Am. Hopeless.

Mariam

11:59 + 05.07.05

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