Outlook: Alright

How do you feel? I can't answer that question easily. I've got a few feelings ready, for each and every situation one and it simply would take some time to list it all up. Overall I'd say I'm somewhat between numb and quite O.K. which is indeed pretty good. I guess this stadium will last for about 6 months (I actually have my reasons for this approximation) and then it's supposed to improve continually. At least the statistics say so.

In fact, many things right now just work out as they supposed to be, there is of course trouble and it wouldn't be me if there wasn't something quite big to worry about but at large everything went well. Relatively.

Mariam

04:40 + 02.08.05

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